i never would have laid on my rooftop watching the stars falling or discovered how beautiful the night is under the moonlight. there won’t be a gentle breeze blowing through my hair, no butterflies dancing in my stomach, and the sound of crickets chirping would be miles away. i wouldn’t enjoy the two glasses of average red wine you pick up on the way home from our third date that i ended up leaving on my bedside table. i’m not saying i…